“So tell me, how was
India?” The question of the hour. My response is always the same, “It was
amazing. Trip of a lifetime.” I usually get a nod, “nice to hear that” then
there is a change of subject. Occasionally there is the next question, “So
like, what was your favorite part?” This gives the hope that they are genuinely
interested so I tell them a couple highlights, which usually satisfies their
curiosity. And that is just fine.
Honestly it's
overwhelming trying to tell someone what it was like because there are few
words I can put together in order to fully paint the picture of what I
witnessed- the beauty, the pain, the lure of an old world culture fighting to
remain in this modern time.
To make it easily
digestible, I have put together a list of my 10 most memorable moments while in
India for 10 days. This is just a small glimpse into what I experienced on an
adventure of a lifetime I hope to relive next year.
1
Naked Man
We landed at 2
am in Kolkata. We were driving down the dark streets and just trying to make sense of it all. I saw a man, naked, praying to a very small
shrine. Let me start off by saying since this was some of our first trips
ever out of the United States, everything was extremely new and overwhelming.
Not in the kind where your overloaded with emotions and questions of
"WHY?!" just simply intrigued by the sights and smells. Rarely do I
feel as innocent as I did as a child. I wish I could experience it all again
for the very first time.
2
Mud Paths
A small, adorable
swarm of children rushed to our van to escort us through their
"homes" to the school. Mind you we each have roughly 4-8 children
personally escorting us. The ground was swampy and muddy which led to the
ministry's fitting name of "Mud Paths." People came to their open
doorways and windows to see these strangers. I had no idea where they were
taking me as I was one of the first being led. We had no form of communicating
with one another and I loved it.
3
Tight Squeeze
For a couple
days we had been hosting VBS with various villages, singing songs and sharing
the love of Jesus. It was the last VBS being held in Kolkata and I honestly
thought, "I don’t know how these kids could possibly be cuter than the
last." First off, shame on me for even letting that thought cross my mind
because God definitely proved me wrong there. Different environment, different
village, less ventilated room (how that's possible, I don’t know), just as
heartbreaking and these kids completely STOLE my heart. I didn't have a
fighting chance. I sat down and within seconds I had two girls on my lap and a
young boy sitting to my right. I kid you not, he nonchalantly grabs my right
hand, wraps it around his little body and gently squeezes it tightly. Tears at
this point were nearly impossible to hold back but I managed to keep it
together. I have no idea what heaven will be like but I saw a glimpse of it in
that tiny room. It. Will. Be. Beautiful.
4
Heart Shattered
Mother Teresa's Home
for the Dying was so beautiful. It was like an oasis in a desert. Right smack
dab in the middle of the red light district was a sanctuary for all
those sick and close to death. We prayed over the men and women that were
being treated- prayed for healing, their suffering, and that they draw close to
God in this time. We don’t know what these women were dying from. Could have
been old age or disease but we didn’t care. We were there to love and serve. I
was speaking with one woman when I see something near my face. I turn and an
older woman who was blind had her hands reaching out to touch my face. For a
split second I asked the question, "well should I really let her touch my
face?" but I immediately kicked that though out and gently guided her hand
to my cheek. What a beautiful smile I received in return. She reached out for
my other hand and just graced it with a kiss. What a completely undeserving,
humbling moment. My heart shattered....yet again. To be in the place that
Mother Teresa started her ministry was hard to fully grasp.
5
Pretty Package
The Kali Temple
although filled with demonic oppression certainly helped explain a lot. My takeaway
there wasn’t the experience itself but our conversation in the car afterwards.
The chaos of worshipping a false idol, which happens to be the goddess of
destruction AND is a prostitute, seems to make little to no sense but we (The
American Culture) worship both of those things just in a "prettier
package" as Morgan would say. We know how to make worshipping those sins
seem enticing while there it manifests itself in the simplest form- destructive
and chaotic.
6
Extra Extra
Western influence on
the advertisement was just an oddity and juxtaposition to the primal culture
that still thrives there. Not much to say here except the Media Planners/Buyers
that purchased the out of home ad space should just be fired. "Ain’t
nobody got money for that."
7
Words From God
When we were in
Rajahmundry, we went out to the Deep Forest to visit remote villages. We were
all sat at the head of the church facing the crowd of mainly women, a few
children and a handful of men. One at a time we stood up to introduce ourselves
and deliver a brief message of encouragement to them. Before the trip I had
prayed that not one word escape my lips that wasn't from God. In each person's
message I heard the Lord's voice. It was powerful and so dead on. I’m sure each
of us were slightly trembling before we stood up but as soon as our mouths
opened you heard the confidence they possessed in delivering what God had to
say. Chills. What struck me heavily when standing up in front of everyone is
how beautiful they were. My message was that the God who created
every facet of my being, knew me before I was born was the same
God that created them perfect and beautiful. We didn't speak the same language,
we didn't have the same skin color, yet I recognized them all as my brothers
and sisters. Hallelujah.
8
No Like Dis!
I sponsor a boy
in the Rajah Children’s Home through Children’s Relief International. I
realized soon before the trip that I was going to have the privilege of meeting
him face-to-face. What was I going to say to him? Should I bring him a gift?
How do you explain a "sponsor"? Once we were there it was natural and
it was decided on that we would not tell him who I was. I was able to spend
time with him and all the other precious children three days in a row. I would
say the MOST SPECIAL time on this trip was when we took the kids to the park.
We were all playing volleyball and Vijay asks to teach me a game. It was called
"Rrrring" and similar to Frisbee. You should know I have horrible
hand control and hate Frisbee so I immediately felt embarrassed before we even
started playing. It was a rubber ring you threw vertically to each other and
tried to catch it before it bounced out of your hand. This kid was so
determined to have me play and play well. He was precious. Every time the ring
veered to my right he would just sigh and say “Miss, Miss no like dis!” In that
moment I couldn’t stop thinking, I’ve
been staring at your picture on my desk at work for MONTHS and now you are
right in front of me. I love you so, so much. God, how can I possibly leave him tomorrow??
(Vijay! I had clearly been crying)
9
The Monkey Attack
Monkeys
literally jumped on our people. Don’t hold chips in the park.
10
Family
Over all my team. I inherited
a new family the moment I boarded that flight. We were honestly a pretty random
group of people and God knew we were all just a perfect fit for each other. I
would say "where one was weak the other was strong," but not once was our entire team not all in. We were strong, we were loving and we were courageous. When I first signed up for this I was nervous and excited- but I cant express enough how meaningful and important it was for me to have done this with Morgan. We are in community together, we do life together, so it just makes perfect sense why people so invested in one another should also do God's work together.
It's hard coming back and getting back into the swing of things because YOU DONT WANT TO. Being able to know that someone you interact with daily knows EXACTLY how you feel without trying to find the words is just special. She experienced what I experienced; the pain, the joy, the newness, the excitement, the fear. If you consider going on an adventure like this please encourage someone you are in community with to do it along side you.
I love this whole group so much and
cant wait for all nine of us to go back together again. This week we will also be posting more about Morgan's favorite moments, CRI, their ministries and how YOU can get involved.
India I love you and
miss you everyday.
-Hannah
Hannah, thank you for writing from your heart. We are are to get a glimpse of your courageous journey as you brought LOVE to the beautiful people of India.
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ReplyDeleteGreat read, thank you.
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